currently hitting a dead end with my online assignment...its only 100 words..but i can't even think of a thing to write...@@ after reading thru countless pages of what i consider 'academic crap'. so now i'm feeling carsick...u knoe that nauseating feeling you get when you read in the car? sighz...

was chatting with -ryu- and telling her bout the song i was downloading...and somehow the convo came out quite funny..

- ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - 천사와 같은 << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com/ says:
there's a song about poisoning ur ex bf in the morning

- ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - 천사와 같은 << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com/ says:
LOLX

- R · K - :: " きっと言から。。。あなたのおかげで幸せだったって。。。" says:
...

- ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - 천사와 같은 << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com/ says:
there's one that supposedly sounds like

- ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - 천사와 같은 << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com/ says:
"Think fairytale…gone very wrong. If the witch from Snow White had a music box, this creepy tune would play everytime it opened"

- ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - 천사와 같은 << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com/ says:
i'm gonna download this now

- R · K - :: " きっと言から。。。あなたのおかげで幸せだったって。。。" says:
...

- ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - 천사와 같은 << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com/ says:
yor

- ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - 천사와 같은 << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com/ says:
why u keep dotting me

- R · K - :: " きっと言から。。。あなたのおかげで幸せだったって。。。" says:
cuz i;m speechless

- R · K - :: " きっと言から。。。あなたのおかげで幸せだったって。。。" says:
if any of ur bfs die of poisoning...

- R · K - :: " きっと言から。。。あなたのおかげで幸せだったって。。。" says:
i;m goin to d police >.< - ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com says: swtz - ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com says: its ex bfs - ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com says: not bfs - R · K - :: " ｫﾁﾆｾｩBBBﾈｽﾌｨｩｰﾅKｹｾﾁｽﾁﾄ" says: yea... - ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com says: see its diff =P - ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com says: if my bfs died of poisoning...it wudn't be from the song...coz the song's about poisoning ur EX - ' >> ã N g 3 L ï Ç - << ' - http://eternalsnowz.blogspot.com says: =P - R · K - :: " ｫﾁﾆｾｩBBBﾈｽﾌｨｩｰﾅKｹｾﾁｽﾁﾄ" says: ....... - R · K - :: " ｫﾁﾆｾｩBBBﾈｽﾌｨｩｰﾅKｹｾﾁｽﾁﾄ" says: u're scaring me WuahAHhAh! funny no? =P and yes, apparently the first song i downloaded talks about how one poisons the ex-bf in the morning? me likey! well..not the poisoning part..but coz the tune itself is kinda weird? or somewhat different from the usual stuff. the second one's a disappointment though, its cheerful -.-" not creepy at all...>< maybe i downloaded the wrong thing...sighz

its da end of week 5! 2 more months to go! *pray pray pray* MUST GRADUATE!

-edit-: yes i downloaded the wrong song...i just downloaded the right one..-.-" now cannot sleep tonite dy...swtz..!!

super stressed out at the moment..just when i thought things were getting better, i'm stuck at a dead end again...after my lecturer approved the client, i e-mailed her again, but she said it was better to wait till after the event itself. but that's already the due date! T_T currently hoping that i can find another organization quick..doesn't help that i don't have the textbook either..i feel so clueless about the subject...@@

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

some long overdue pictures of my trip home..not in a writing mood at the moment


my long awaited haircut


at monsoon id - 1utama...the stylist is eva and she's GREAT!


my beloved cheese-baked dory fish for dinner


accompanied by this crazy girl =P

went for a lantern festival held in bukit jalil....never expected to see such 'unique' lanterns..


pandas!


*muakzzz*


neko-chan!


some kinda...mosque? O_o

you can actually walk through some of them...its pretty cool ^_^

celebrated krazygirl's burfday at the korean bbq place at 1utama...look what we made the mascot do...


kawaii~ hope she liked it =P

went to bon odori! finally! but didn't think it was all that great...had to park half an hour away from the place...and the lines for food were outrageous!!


sim, my, and syn at bon odori...do i look smug? was really tired after that half an hour walk..

supposed to go over to mom's place for steamboat dinner after bon odori, but got stuck around bkt. jalil thx to the ongoing lantern festival...-_-" hungry ppl stuck in a jam with no dinner..*growl* ended up hanging out at mom's place after she brought us for makan =P FOOD!


mom's collection of soft toys, compliments of yours truly @@


simmy covering her snort of laughter..=P *blek*

attended nimesha's 21st bday party when i got back to melbourne. everyone's turning 21! and having such nice celebrations T_T it makes mine seem so insignificant...*sobz*


me and suan at the party~


me and jo ^^


helping out with the bbq...actually main intentions were to keep warm =PP

that's it! i finally did it...i posted the pics! time to crash..tired tired~

there are many things that i have ignored...thinking that perhaps, as the months passed, things will get better, and that i will meet many others who will prove me otherwise, but in my final semester, i can't deny that, there are many..who still look down on us asians...

once again proven when i met my group members for the first time today...they don't speak to you unless they necessarily have to...my questions turned to deaf ears...i really hate the situation i'm in...i'm not saying that all the locals here are like that, but many that i've met, have this view about us...that we are not in the same ranking as them... this perhaps, is one of the biggest obstacles of my time here. not being able to make more friends, being stared at sometimes by the people here, struggling to get along with group members, hoping that each lecturer wouldn't have those kinda prejudiced thinking...

another 3 and a half months to the end of uni life...just 10 more weeks to go...and here i am thinking of giving it all up once more...but i'm so close to the end...pls..just let me get thru all these somehow...

stupid stupid rain...-.-" was gonna go hunt for a job after class straight after uni...and it started RAINING! and once i get back to my room, the sun starts shining brightly! -_-" and i bet you once i start out for the bus station its gonna go dark n cloudy again...stupid weather!

was having a discussion in tutorial just now...and at one point, the discussion touched on World of Warcraft. i was *lol-ing* quietly...thinking how i just got my account and gonna be starting at some point. =P and there they were talking about how addicted WoW was and that they actually had group meetings and places where people go to un-addict themselves to WoW...-.-" kinda like Alcoholics Anonymous or those juvenile drug institutions. OMG! am i gonna be like them O_o *shudders* hiak hiak

dreading tomoro...another group meeting...at 9am -.-" followed by 5 hrs of class...wondering how i'm gonna keep myself awake. the last time i tried bringing snacks, they disappeared before my first class ended. No NOT disappeared into my mouth, it really disappeared...sighz. i shud get one of those ipod videos and watch my dramas in class...=P it would be simpler just skipping, but then it wouldn't be quite nice to the lecturer having an empty classroom would it?

ugh...crappy monash residential is charging me another 75 for connection fees for the internet which i do not use...coz its 17 bux per gb....which is freaking ridiculous...yet they never fail to charge me the 75 every semester....can someone pls kick me for ever thinking moving out was a bad idea...-_-" everything's getting so costly...thank goodness its my final semester, and i can say bye to all this for good...

spring-cleaned my room day b4 yesterday! i never realized my room was so big..=P after getting rid of my junk... i still wonder how i'm gonna be able to get all my stuff back, now that no one's coming up for a non-existent graduation ceremony.

ugh..the dratted sun is still shining -.-" shall attempt to go out again...

before i forget..here's my noodle story...thanks to ryu a.k.a shue vern, who so creatively came up with the 'storyline'



yes the noodles were delicious...and i didn't mind all the swt and sniffing...^_^

i saw something VERY CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUST WATCH! seriously...just watch this...^_^ but dunno why cannot put the video here...T_T click on the link okay?

Click Me!

awwwww who can resist him...=P

gomen...i knoe i've been letting my blog rot lately...this is a long due entry...

i think at some point in everyone's life...there will be a period where we feel that its the worst time of our lives...the only difference, is how we deal with it. i am having my fair share of this miserable, depressed period....starting from a few days b4 i left back to melbourne, up until now. gawd knoes how difficult it is to get thru each day; looking at the things you used to enjoy, but couldn't care less about them anymore. everything serves to hurt you further, tears fall like a tap left open.

reaching back in melbourne, i let out a sigh of relief that its my last semester and that i won't be returning here anymore after this. its a place i chose to run to when i couldn't handle things in kl, but its also a place which makes me feel empty and sad. once again, classes start, another 4 mths worth of stress and frustrations over groupmates, assignments, and lecturers. little was i to know, everything would come so early in the semester...

my trusty little fujitsu couldn't have chose a more 'perfect' timing to die on me. it just went off one night, and i couldn't get it to come on again. it overheated! i was so convinced at that moment that the dear thing would explode on me...so when i tried switching it on again, i imagined a time bomb that would go off unexpectedly. just when i was stuck searching for a client for my campaigns class, i was stranded without laptop. so...my reaction was to call my dad, who seemes to think the fan died coz i 'loaded too many programs'. wow! i didn't know that could happen. trying to remain calm and explain my situation, i got more frustrated as the call proceeded. anyhowz, the results 2 weeks later, a brand new toshiba with the most decent specs at its kinda price.

then comes the groupmates who ruin ur days...which happens to me every semester, i'm not surprised anymore...it was raining one fine day, the kind where even an umbrella wouldn't help, so i had no choice, but to stay in my room, although i was dressed and ready to go to uni! blasted rain..obviously i was out of my mind, when i thought it wud be nice to inform the grpmate that i cudn't make it, to hear an attitude asking me why i'm not there and to get there with an umbrella...hah! and when i enquired a bit more about the groupwork, she sounded hostile. *shivers* this is the grpmate, who couldn't show up for numerous classes due to numerous reasons, the one who asked me for favors...from getting an extra unit guideline, to telling what questions are expected to come out during exams... i couldn't be more disappointed...

in between everything, there were those minor things that helped add salt to injury. i felt that each time i moved forward one step, i got knocked back further. but nothing beats what happened yesterday....i was looking forward to the weekly phone calls from my parents...when dad called. it started off with the normal 'what are you doing' and 'hows things', which was pretty much a weekly routine...then came the time i had to tell him graduation was full so i couldn't graduate until next year... ridiculous! i fully agreed with my dad about it...but then again, i'm a blur girl who didn't know u had to apply for graduation one whole year ahead...-_-" who would..have thought. and then came the question, what am i gonna do after i finish my semester? my trip to japan of course, which i've told him from time to time... and this is where it all starts. dad started asking me why i was so obsessed with everything japanese...where the hell did that come from? he asked me what is wrong wif me...why i'm always watching anime, why i'm so set on going to japan, and that i dress weirdly...I DRESS WEIRDLY?!?!?! what does that have to do with everything? what's wrong with watching anime? as far as i knoe, majority of my friends do that...i'm not going to japan coz i'm blardy obsessed with the japanese...i just like the thought of going shopping...i like the products they have there that we can't get over here...i'd like to try the food...see the sakura... sighz. my dad's words sliced thru...n u knoe what? he says i shouldn't go coz its expensive...when i made it clear from the very beginning, that this would be a trip i'll save up on my own for...which makes it all the more meaningful...but no he thinks i'll be wasting money..even if its my own...that if i could save up for it, it would mean that he's giving me too much cash, so he'll be sending less...

sighz.. too depressed to write anymore...currently uploading pic...for a happier entry the next time round